there's t on 'secret', but you're my B.

hah! menyedihkan. saya pathetic ya kalo saya menuliskan tentang kamu di sini. ada revisi skripsi yang harus saya kerjakan tapi malam ini saya malah kangen sama kamu :(

I know it ain't easy for the two of us

That's right man but you know what? What's up?

Sometimes I just don't care what people say, man

Things are goin' crazy all the time, you know?

I got no choice, let me just do this for love

* Without anyone knowing, I love you

Without anyone knowing, I think of you

It's a love that only you and I know in this world

All day, I remember you

All day, I love you

Even if I'm in jail, it's okay - if only I have you, I can live

In case anyone recognizes us, we can't walk comfortably in the streets of Kangnam

Only the neon signs and streetlights in the dark night

Are blessing our relationship, making my heart ache

In front of many people, I can't express my greetings or a single word to you, making me anxious

We're trapped in a box called reason, rather than a box called emotion

This feeling like I'm walking on ice

This feeling like I'm flying in the sky

My hot heart is pounding rub dub rub dub love

You are hotter than the sun,

I am colder than ice

You and I, we can't speak of this love

* repeat

You Don’t Know Me. Never Ever Ever Know.

You Don’t Know Me. Never Ever Ever

It's hard to talk on the phone with you so every day

We secretly talk through texting as I cautiously look around me

Instead of saying I love you, saying I miss you

Is more familiar in our conversation so my heart aches

Every day, I am love sick over you

Everywhere I look, I see you - so do you know how much more I miss you?

Even if you're next to me, because of your pushed down hat

I can't even look at your eyes - who will know this feeling?

This feeling like I'm walking on ice

This feeling like I'm flying in the sky

Whether this is electrifying or just pathetic

I can't tell which one is right

You are hotter than the sun,

I am colder than ice

Again today, with a message that only you would know

I tweet about my current status with a nervous feeling

* repeat

Wherever we go, we always sit in the farthest corner

Whatever we do, we can't even take a single picture

What's so important about that? I'm next to you

Whatever we do, our time together is more precious

Even if we lock eyes for a moment, we get surprised

We get nervous and scared in case someone figures out our secret

What's so important about that? You are next to me

And our time together is more precious

Still, I only love you

Still, I only think of you

It will never change forever, the love of you and I

I love you more than myself

I think of you more than myself

No one needs to know, if only I have you, I can live

*lyrics translation for BAP-secret love.

sudahlah, saya tak ingin lebih menyedihkan lagi.
semoga malam ini kamu juga merasakan apa yang saya rasa, B. *sedikit bermimpi engga dosa kan? ehehehe*
saya sayang kamu, B. sekarang dan insyaalloh sampai nanti. nanti kapan? nanti saat alloh memberi penjelasan apakah yang akan mendampingi saya hingga tua nanti kamu, atau bukan kamu. :')

hingga saat itu tiba, kamu akan selalu ada disini. di sudut terdalam hati saya. memberi semangat dalam kenangan buat hari-hari saya ke depan.
selamat malam, B. semoga harimu besok barokah :)